December 2008
56 posts
j.d. sal. had it right
this is essentially a continuation of something i wrote earlier. saying that people feel more comfortable when they are or feel like they are, the underdog, or fighting against a majority.  i’ve seen that individuals naturally gravitate towards the idea that they are better in some way or another, even if that way is they think they are more modest or more humble because they don’t...
Dec 31st
Dear You and Me
latefortheshow: I’d like to hug you so bad right now. and you. and you. or get a hug. those seem to solve a lot. and say what can’t be said. Here’s to looking back at the past and looking forward to the future, all in one day. Remember that time I didn’t know you? Didn’t that suck?
Dec 31st
Dec 30th
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top ten _____s of 2008
so. ive tried to come up with lists for the top music, movies, people etc of twothousandandeight. but, im not cool enough to know enough of the music, and i like every movie i go to see, and i think we all know who’d end up on the top people. so heres just an ecclectic thing. i would love to see other people’s, who presumably know more stuff than i do. rapidshare.com / zshare.com ...
Dec 29th
Dec 29th
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I know what you're thinking...
“he stands alone because he’s high on himself, but if you only knew I was terrified and would you mind if I sat next to you and watched you smile … So many kids but I only see you.” here’s to 2002
Dec 27th
Dec 27th
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x and y
windows got frosted glass. from excited breath. the chain gang is coming- please dont let them take me away! pretzel loop mind sets. i’m living it day by day. consider this my resignation from your jaded nation. -james gatz
Dec 26th
Corpus Clothing →
i really like this line. it reminds me of morphine generation but a little toned down, muted, not in a bad way though.
Dec 26th
merry christmas (war still isn't over)
i just realized that this was my last christmas as a minor. maybe this isnt as big a deal as it feels but i think its kinda sad nonetheless. every year i seem to listen to the jlennon song merry christmas- war is over. and every year i wish and wish and wish that maybe the song will come true soon. but again, it doesnt seem like its going to happen, at least not within the next year. but i...
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Listenthanks for telling me nothing
Dec 24th
Dec 24th
werewolves of london
I feel a little to much like one of pavlove’s dogs whenever someone looks at me the wrong way. I wonder if that makes sense. I wish that everyone could listen to the first sentence in I am the walrus. Maybe the entire thing if they have the time. Behind all the babble there’s some meaning. At least I hope there is. I wish nyquil wasn’t habit forming. That would make...
Dec 24th
One is the happiest number
I’ve noticed that contrary to logic, a great number of people feel that they mean more or are more comfortable when they see themselves as the outsider, the minority fightng an uphill battle. That’s all fine and very dandy but it seems that people also take pride in being kicked. There seems to be a lot of this going around: “you haven’t had to deal with HALF the stuff I...
Dec 23rd
E.M.O.
heartbreak heartache black mac cosmetic eyeliner blood flood mud words birds salamander flat iron sidekick II. I want to show you exactly how I feel. So ill just use a bunch of cliches. I want to show you all how smart I am. so I’ll breeze through dickens and quote the classics. You’re eyes are like- something that roles. except (insert antonym/witticism/pun). Here’s the...
Dec 22nd
this is all above me.
allyabsurd: a reoccuring topic in my english class: people only make speeches to one another, they never really listen, and pretty much that you don’t really find a person who really cares anymore. i try to care, i try my hardest to really listen and care and try to give feedback. i don’t want to interject with my own story, i just want to be there and listen. be that shoulder for once instead...
Dec 22nd
Dec 21st
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I feel like all of dorothys friends rolled into one. A brainless heartless and cowardly mess. I wish there was such a thing as oz. Nights are hard to go through right now. Like brick walls.
Dec 20th
Listenconsider this a christmas present
Dec 19th
Listenahomeboyslife: i dont care (if im a womanizer)… ...
Dec 19th
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Dec 18th
here comes your 19th nervous breakdown
want to scream ‘i hate you’ as much as i ever have. whatever. doesn’t matter half as much as i do. its just a passing sensation. i’m not being modest when i say i’m the bad guy.  ”a touch, a touch; i do confess!” searching sepulches for angels on vacation. “restrain that man!”. i hope that everytime you trip you think of my feet. i can reach...
Dec 17th
Dec 17th
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I think that this has to be a big joke. A giant pull-one-over-on-me. Or else it’s just as boring as it seems. every time I see them I want to tap them on the shoulder and scream “I told you I would!” get in character when my bare feet hit the bedroom floor. break all the poets’ hands, just to make the world better than I am.
Dec 15th
WatchWatch
ahomeboyslife: the rough timeline. you made this. we bought it. thanks to cfobmania and others for their help sorting it out. this is the new world order. its not just a fad.
Dec 15th
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I Google You: Amanda Palmer (2008)
hussalonia: I just learned of this song tonight (thanks to The Daily What) and wow, what a great song. Of course the modern day equivalent of crooner torch song would be about Googling an old flame. Absolutely brilliant! I (ahem) Googled the song like mad but can’t seem to find a properly recorded version of it. Why? Does anyone know the backstory of this song? Where does it come from? I know...
Dec 15th
Dec 15th
sell out boy!
take this to the rave infinity, um… hi. folie á dude 
Dec 15th
i know it sounds crazy but see you monday →
ahomeboyslife: new york?
Dec 14th
word of mouth →
Dec 14th
WatchWatch
(via ahomeboyslife)
Dec 12th
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Dec 11th
Hiatus?
Hey everyone, I’ve been thinking lately about what this page means to me and if it means anythings at all. So. It looks like I’m considering leaving for good. If anyone does not want that to happen, email smcchrn@gmail.com Maybe I’ll return.
Dec 10th
singing nyquil blues in the key of f**k you too...
see ill mute me down a few so it makes sense. so it doesnt shred you when we take it out of its cage. yeah its subdued and sleepy. i hope it doesnt wake up.
Dec 10th
someone is thinking about you right now. what are they saying to themselves?
Dec 10th
Dec 9th
west coast smoker
“doc, there’s a hole where something was” hell or glory I don’t want anything in between. I will never believe in anything again. your wishes bounce me weightless- fist fights fist.  oh hell yes.
Dec 8th
flack/hathaway
‘you got to show the world the thunder/ if home is where the heart is then we’re all just fucked.’ There’s more than just lives at stake here our reputations are up for grabs. there’s a nice calm coming over the world from my window in my little self imposed house arrest. if this whole world has survived these billions of years of chaos, I’m assured I’ll...
Dec 8th
a midwinter night’s dream I hate being trivialized. In many peoples eyes I’m either that kid who’s so insecure and is always bitching about nothing. or the egomaniac too in love with himself to function. When I try to stop being one it comes off as the other. “it’s amazing I’m a monster i’m a killer I’m a problem that will never ever be solved....
Dec 6th
Dec 5th
this machine kills fascists.
“and of all gods and jokes, i am the most cruel ill make you forget your friends, your faith, and your rules.” if you want to know the absolute truth: i am scared to death i am going to die in my sleep. sometimes the planets align sometimes they dont its like how part of my childhood was stolen when they took planetary status away from pluto we’ll be there one day honestly i...
Dec 5th
“I’ll give you candy, give you diamonds, give you pills Give you anything you want, hundred dollar bills I’ll even let you watch the shows you want to see ill let you hear the songs i want to sing Just marry me, marry me, marry me” i am what i am today so much because of who you made me want to be. honestly, thank you.
Dec 4th
Dec 4th
i dont understand how so many people can feel alone.
Dec 3rd
“She’s not a girl who misses much. She’s well acquainted with the...”
–  “Happiness is a Warm Gun”, The Beatles
Dec 2nd
“She had wonderfully beautiful hair and I would lie sometimes and watch her...”
–  Hemingway, A Farewell to Arms
Dec 2nd